when i was younger and felt envious of someone, either their intellect or life station, i would definitely put on the pout like, whatever, i could be that too if i really tried. something that is great about getting older is recognizing that there really are things that we cannot be. and it's cool. we are who we are, designed for particular things, and i'm really into that.
in other news, i am going to california tomorrow night, for the first time ever.
can't even wait.
